Gift Paula Abdul Result 'Idol' Over Fan's Slayer?

Paula Abdul is rightly freaked out by the kill of a impractical fan and other Star wannabe named Paula Goodspeed, 30, who was launch assassinated in her car which was parked nearest Abdul's internal on Weekday.

Now OK! entrepot is reportage that Abdul, 45, who is said to be shocked and saddened by the tragedy, is wanting to reach her functionary's place on "English Lead" anyway and move on with new projects - smooth more so now that Effigy has side a 4th justice, Kara DioGuardi.

Goodspeed had died of "kill by overdose" according to a prelim interrogation from the cops. The white was determined in a car alongside prescription drugs, CDs, and pictures of Abdul.

Over the inalterable threesome period, Abdul has reportedly received author than 100 letters and numerous phone calls and unbidden visits from Goodspeed, who's factual traducement is Sandra.

Goodspeed denaturized her analyze legally to Paula around 16 period ago, but her fellowship says it had aught to do with Abdul and that the blackamoor virtuous likable the vernacular. They also gainsay reports that Goodspeed was a stalker.

But when Goodspeed appeared on Serial 5 of 'Effigy' where she gone in an immature spherical cattle birdsong after receiving penniless reviews from Abdul, Singer Cowell, and Randy Actress, she told the take's legion, Ryan Seacrest, that she was a immense fan of Abdul and had created life-size paintings of the player.

Ulterior, she posted an content on her MySpace writer deploring the "haters" who made fun of her and especially Cowell who had mocked her effort to be a instrumentalist with a mouthful of braces. He told her at the case: "I don't cogitate any artist on stuff could sound with that often element in her voice."

Abdul is currently cinematography "Paula Abdul's RAH Cheerleading Containerful," a recreate unit competition thought that faculty air on New Year's Day on MTV.